Email to my bestie…I should preface this with – email to my bestie after I sent an e-mail I should NOT have sent to ex-non-boyfriend.  I should probably post about that to explain…but at this point, why bother?  Just take it from me – it’s embarrassing. 




Oh yeah – I’m a weak weak weak pile of pathetic estrogen.


Just when I think my humiliation could not get worse…I actually sabotage myself.  “hey, self, how bout you take that last shred of dignity and just POOP ON IT!”


Why are you even friends with me?  Is it just so that even at your lowest you can feel better about yourself? 

I am PSing this post – 11/13/08 – as reading back to my “Purging” post I realize now – it’s just in my nature.